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My Calendar Has Disappeared!

I can’t find the calendar I’ve kept for the past 4 years.  It has all my cycles notes – when AF came and how heavy it was for which days, when I took all my various medications for all my assorted cycles, what week I was in my pregnancy for all the weeks it should have lasted, etc.  I’m certain it’s somewhere on my desk – surely I couldn’t have thrown it out?  But I’m having trouble containing the panic I’m feeling.  Which is silly – very silly.  I also have this info summarised in electric form.  I even have a brief summary here on my blog.  And of course my 2 thick files at the IVF Unit have all the info.  But it feels strange not to know where it is immediatley.  I wish I was the sort of person who felt freed by this, but I’m not.  I’m a lunatic.

Calm.  Remain calm.  All I need to know is that AF started 6 July, would normally be due 3 August, but because I’m coming off a stim cycle may not appear until 10 August.  As soon as it comes, phone the IVF nurses for drugs.  Calm blue ocean, calm blue ocean, calm blue ocean. . .

Categories: Musings, Stim Cycle #10
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    19/07/2010 at 11:22 pm

    While I don’t understand this at all (calendars are only for knowing what date to put on things for me), you have my sympathy. I hope you find it soon – or at least find a way to let it go. It will most likely turn up once you’ve decided you can’t worry about anymore.

  2. 20/07/2010 at 12:02 am

    Oh no, I hate when I lose things like that. It may not actually be a big deal but it certainly feels that way. I hope you find it soon!

  3. 21/07/2010 at 1:01 pm

    Hope it turns up soon, I’d freak out too if I lost that!! Keep thinking calm blue ocean though 🙂

  4. 21/07/2010 at 1:07 pm

    I hate that feeling when you realize you can’t find something! I’m sure it’ll turn up. Maybe you had it last in some strange place? Good Luck!!!

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